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"A smile is not always a true feeling" Ep

by Seeking A Drop

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1.
Intro 00:47
2.
090392 04:14
"I've got so much left to say",that's what they'll carve on my grave and there's nothing I can do,I'm just trying to get away in a box of hopeful wine,a cheap one 'cause I've never been the kind of guy who spends so much to face his bust I'm writing songs about a change wondering if I need to fade I should buy a better boat and sail for days but the storm is by my side,next to me I won't raise that old anchor,I've got no more guts to fight the pain I once woke up with a bane,I felt like a riddle with no key I drank a lot and met a friend,she tried to ease my own decay we talked together for a while,it meant much it was some kind of confession,like when I said to her: "There's something that will always make me blue and I often cry without a reason too I'm not even worried about having a job 'cause it'll suck my life even if I'm in a bud I'm just looking for a place where I can bloom but there's no more green,this is my fucking doom and you know it's hard to wear an old ruined mask I can't figure out why am I so upset now I'm shaking like a fly inside a glass 'cause I need someone to love and be my friend and I'm not so fine unless I've got some drugs I'm drinking the whole day without giving a fuck and I bet that soon I'll be part of the ground I'm asking God what is this all about" You know that I'm not so strong you know,we're not so strong and we'll never be Happy birthday!
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So many voices in my head as stadium chants during a football match I'd like to take a nap I'd like to rest my mind again So much red inside my glass coherence soon will be dead I'd like to overcome this dread I'd like to be as strong as the words we said Please,tell me you'll come back I've got no one to follow and no more plans please,tell me you'll be back now I'm all alone,there's nothing to love So many thrills behind my chest I'm waving more than a yellow flag I'd like to catch your hand I'd like to breathe some air again Please,tell me you'll come back There's so much pain we can still share please,tell me you'll be back like Peter Pan,I've lost my own shadow
4.
I saw you smiling in front of a laughing sun that woke up your rested eyes and then saying: "it's a brand new day,everything's gonna be alright" and I thought it was because of me yeah,I thought it was because of me I saw you smiling in the coldest night with snow on the sides of the streets then cradling it between your fingers and play with some friends and I thought it was because of me yeah,I thought it was because of me I saw you smiling on the sand that became one with the water behind the weight of your lies and I thought it was because of me yeah,I thought it was because of me I saw you smiling in the rain that was falling softly and I still wonder why was it like a meteorite to me and I thought it was because of me yeah,I thought it was because of me I saw you smiling injecting wine straight to your veins I gave you a present,it was your birthday and I thought it was because of me yeah,I thought it was because of me I saw you smiling to another boy at new year's eve then staring at me like I was not invited and I wished that guy was me and I still wish that guy was me and I still wish that you hugged me and I still wish that you kissed me and I still wish that you loved me and I still wish that you were me I understood that a smile is not always a true feeling
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3000 Lies 03:52
I will hide my face in the covers forgetting that I'm not dead yet I need to bind a black band round my eyes trying not to see the 3000 lies I told myself I should gain a little bit of knowledge to look beyond myself and not to be always the protagonist I might rejoice winning an old fixed match and then exulting towards the mirror Everything here seems so busy so take me back where I can rest my head I can't afford thinking again I'm like a cloud so full of rain in a sunny day I'm waiting to cry with someone else involving me I'll fake a smile a few more days with no meaning and no one may think that I am sick
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The truth 08:12
I can't afford to remember that you once were mine I thought you were unique like the landscape round us Near the city centre of your hometown I just admired it for one day but now I miss it so much I'd like to be there again where the waterfall played That graceful music helped by the rocks below her Sometimes,I think I need your help too I can't afford to be lonely like my aunt's left eye And I guess it's so sad now it lost a friend I know a guy who was never alone till his "brother" died I saw him at the funeral passing away in that grave Somehow I feel as he does I'm empty like the glass We drank out the church wishing it could help Sometimes,I think I need your help too I'm trying to pass through the sadness I'm laughing like a baby under the Christmas tree and I'm unwrapping some presents looking for something true there is no joy inside of 'em not even in my soul
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Endless days 05:24
It's such a lovely day and I'm reminding of the alphabet,I'll need to create new words when you'll meet my eyes again in a Wednesday night with so many friends,a lot of drinks and a shiver that might scare There's such a lovely pain and you're waving in your black shoes,it's like you've never walked before that's why I'm still waiting for your hug,just hoping to be strong enough to help you crossing the river of our faults And we'll come back home I'm hidden in the sand,I'm a crab waiting for the night I've got nothing left to say,my tongue has been taken by surprise now I'm so sure about and I'm sweating feelings again it seems like you're a sort of med You're my short cut to home you're my short cut to home That was the first time I really smiled that was the first time I really cried that was the best day of my life Endless days endless days,the first time that I'm not lying We'll meet again we'll meet again we'll meet again we'll meet again

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Our second Ep recorded at home in 2012

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released May 4, 2013

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